… I've been abandoning this page for too long and my latest upload (HPBD Keesan!) made me realize that. Once I uploaded it I felt absence… The same feeling one feels whenever one miss someone. However, I don't miss someONE, I miss someTHING. And this "thing" is to draw and express myself through art. Lately, I've been to busy with school, job and family matter (no, I don't have a child) that I had to give up something I loved and love to do. Finally, I realized that was a imbecile thing to do. Every day, every hour and every moment I have to schedule to be able to keep up with everything. Even while writing this I've already broken my planning, I should've been in bed a long time ago as school starts early tomorrow and I have to be awake and alert in the morning, hopefully I will. Drawing doesn't exist in my planning..
I'm not whining, no. Neither am I disappointed at my situation since I'm studying to reach my long time dream. Only about 2 more years until my dream will be fulfilled, yes! I just have to draw whenever I got time to (when is that, I wonder lol). This journal entry is exist to remind myself (and perhaps you too?) that one should do the things one loves. If there aren't time, MAKE more time!
"Think of the future, but live in the present."